It has been a month since Bebe departed from this world.
On Vesak Day, Bebe was put to sleep at 1pm.
I believe Vesak Day is a good day. At lest Bebe will get to walk beside Buddha.
And I do know it is his fate to leave on this important day.
Somehow, even this comes rather suddenly, I had long since been mentally prepared for his departure ever since he fall sick in a rather similar way on another Chinese New Year. I believe it is not normal for him to recover to a state of an active puppy hungry for food and attention overnight, especially when he could barely walk nor drink the day before. Something is wrong.
I am very glad that I actually managed to see him for the last time on the eve of Vesak Day. We brought him out for a walk for a last time, and we can see he is enjoying it.
It is a months anniversary today.
I still miss him.
However, I am not feeling sad over it. I would smile when I think of him. Because I know he is having a peaceful time in the heavens now.
I saw 3 clouds in the skies just one day after he left. The 3 clouds were shaped like 3 dogs, with one particular cloud looked like Bebe himself. Maybe the other 2 was his new friends? Or were they Giegie or Bobby? Or is this simply just my imagination? Coincidence? Or is he really trying to cheer me up, just because I was thinking of him at that point of time? I will never know. But I choose to believe its them, and that Bebe is trying to show me he is fine now.
Be a good boy now, Bebe. =)
I will love you forever, Bebe.
Out.
