Im so stressed up! OMGawd!!!

I’m really really really in my downs nowadays…. I’m so troubled so sad so confused… Never in my life had I ever felt so tired and depressed. I wanna make a stop to all this… I need a break! I really need a break! I can no longer stand all this… Why are they leaving? Why am I staying? I’m so awfully in the negative moods.

Did I make a wrong choice of staying in this course? Did I make the wrong decision? So many people advised me to drop and transfer to another course which I am more interested in. Did I make a mistake? Maybe… Or maybe not...

I cannot cope with my studies either! I cannot withstand the new teaching methods either! I do not understand what did the teachers said either! But I’m not leaving. They are! They are leaving. I’m not! I will not leave! How silly am I. I am just so silly. I should change if I hate this course so much!

Changing to a new course is good in a way that I can make new friends. Start afresh. And also be able to learn what I am interested in. New class… New atmosphere… New feelings. But I find changing or transferring a very complicated process. Not only is it a very waste of money, effort, it is also a big waste of time. Imagine wasting a whole full few months while you can actually make use of it for other things. Not only that, friends? You might lose a number of friends!

Since I had already chosen for this course, why not complete it as soon as possible? After all, this course has good job opportunities. Why should I leave since I already knew the structure of this course? Why should I leave when I had already spent so much time in this course? Why should I leave when I already get used to the teaching methods? I can learn to understand the teachers! I can grow to like this course!!

I’m definitely going to stay! I’m determined! I’m going to pass! I will! I will! I WILL!!!!!

Anyway… INC sucks big time!!!

And I need a break!!!! OUT!!

LOST LOST LOST

Im lost! Terribly lost... Never in my life am i so lost in my studies... I practically could not cope at all... At all.... All thanks to the stupid sickening irritating modules. What exactly on earth are are the hellish terms of electrical tech? and or the I of the course? and the stranger for me in the computer systems? Im lost!!! Why did this have to happen on me? Wassup with the idiotic wires and the Duah MM? Furious i am with this stupid course. Irritated i am with this horrible course. Stress i am from this wad-e-hell course. Tired i am with this course. Hate it!! Detest it!!! Im lost!!!

Is changing course possible?? Fortunately... Its a yes. But since i want to change course, why not? I can change!! ....only after this semester.... Why is this so? Dun you think it will be a horrible waste of money? I rather stay and shoot shoot shoot at the course for 3 years and complete it ASAP... I rather not stay.... I rather kill myself in this course in that case... *OMG... How silly am i....* Im stupid! Im lost!! Im lost doing the things im not suppose to do. Im lost studying what i not supposed to study. Im lost in this place where im not supposed to be in... Im lost myself talking what I dun even understand.... (How 'bout u?) Lost!!~

Does this course have great job opportunities in my future? I use to think so... I dun think so now... Well... Its a fact its linked to CISCO... The 5 digit salaries... But... CISCO so easy to get in de meh? CHEY!!! FAT HOPE!!! Even dou my course is linked to CISCO, it does not mean that i have a higher chance of getting into CISCO.... I cannot see my future ahead... Lost!!

Haizz... So the conclusion? I STAY and flunk at everything... make myself LOST!!!! Im lost.....

Never mind that! I HATE INC!!! OUT!

Im back again!

Yup! Im back! This time round my blog is going to be better. Im going to make major changes.... Compare to my previous one. I will be like my sis.... Do lots of HTML thingy... However, I will not update it as often as I use to be liao. Check back soon.... You might even receive a shock sooner or later.... Im still figuring out how to align my works to the center... There are alot more works to be done... So that should be all for today? I will update and make some changes soon... Remember.... Please check back soon... :)

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