Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Tired Of Loving This Way

Well... Another one of my favourite songs... But this time round i really have no other purpose to it... well... its kind of meaningful... Enjoy...

Im Tired of Loving This Way Collin Raye & Bobbie Eakes

Im tired of watching me hurt you
Im tired of being the teardrops on your face
Im tired of loving this way
Im tired of loving this way
I know your every weakness
I can find one in everything you say
Im tired of loving this way
Im tired of loving this way
Im not the one that you really need
Im not the one in your dreams
I can see it in your eyes
This aint the way it should feel
I dont know how we got here
Loves no longer blind
If thats just how it is
Can we go on like this
Oh, baby what do you say
Im tired of loving this way
Im tired of loving this way
Ill set your heart free
And if youre mine
Youll come flying back some day
But im tired of loving this way
Im tired of loving this way
Well im taking you with me
Like a room in my heart
You will have your place
Im tired of loving this way
Im tired of loving this way
Im not the one that you really need
Im not the one in your dreams
I can see it in your eyes
This aint the way it should feel
I dont know how we got here
Loves no longer blind
If thats just how it is
Can we go on like this
Oh, baby what do you say
Im tired of loving this way
Im tired of loving this way

Hey Turtleve!!! Thanks for letting me noe this song.. i really like it alot!!! **keke... dun say i copy u ar... i din.. LOL!!! jkjk~~ OUT!!

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Today De Lesson...

Well... Pretty shocked and glad after my CATS lesson today. Shocked by the actions of one of my classmates and glad that i have such a nice and understanding lecturer. i explain why~~

Well... i woke up today earlier than normal, set off normal time, reach and start school normally... usual time... den lesson starts. Well... there was one particular classmate of mine, who was always late and prefer-to-work-alone... She had been late everyday and absent twice. Today, my lecturer ask her to join into a group, however she refused... den i dunno lah, Mr Teo sit infront of her tok duno wad wad wad... after that when they finished, mr teo continue his lesson with us.. Den i oso duno wad happened lah, my classmate suddenly take her bag and threw her CATS lecture notes into the bin before storming out of the classroom into the ladies... Well, mr teo followed.. not into the washroom dou.. den she lost sight. and gone... i din see her coming out of the washrooms neither did i saw her walking pass the corridor... All this happen quite fast and i was shocked!!!

den mr teo cum into the class.... i can see great disappointment in his eyes... den he tell us how disappointed he will be if his children were to be like this, how he could see anger in her eyes, how we should do and whatever... he did not flew into a rage... which is, to me, pretty unusual for a lecturer, tutor, or teacher... If you were mr teo, im pretty sure u will get upset and pretty angry yea? Not only is he not mad at her, he even praised her.. den i suddenly feel that he is a REALLY nice lecturer.... he can be our class de daddy liao... den when lesson over, he just sits quietly at the chair... before i step out of class, i said... ''BYEEE, MR TEO!!!!'' (I oni use this type of tone if i like their lesson of that lecturer... like mr bong) den he say byebye to me lah.. den he ask me about the SW.. which i dun have this week lah. den a bye again to him once more. Hmm... too bad Mel de CATS discussion board no forum. If not i will definitely write one saying that he is very very very nice... Well, Thanks mr teo~

Woo.. thus i say im shocked and glad in today CATS lesson. Haiz~ By the way, just by curiousity, how many of ya really knew the main purpose of me putting the lyrics of the song ''Because of you'' by kelly clarkson? hmm.... Theres one main reason why i put that!!! Its bu fang bian me saying here... Ask me and i tell u in person better... haix.. and hor, even if u knew, PLEASE dun say it out here... =)

Thats so much for now... Out~~

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Because of You

This is the lyrics of one of my favourite songs. Because Of You by Kelly Clarkson...

i will not make the same MISTAKE THAT YOU DID
i will not let myself
cause my heart so much MISERY
i will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of YOU
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of YOU
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You NEVER thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ASHAMED OF my life because it's empty
Because of YOU
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

Out!

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

A Few More Questions...

Well... I found a few more questions to ponder. This was a direct copy from a bulletin from friendster from clement titled as confusing english... Well... Wadever~

1. If FedEx and UPS were to merge, would they call it FedUP?
2. Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks?
3. If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from?
4. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes?
5. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?
6. Why the man who invests all your money called a broker?
7. If horrific means to make horrible, does terrific mean to make terrible?
8. Why is it called building when it is already built?
9. If a book about failures doesn't sell, is it a success?
10. If you're not supposed to drink and drive, then why do bars have parking lots?
11. If you take an Oriental person and spin him around several times, does he become
disoriented?
12. If vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitarians eat? Humans?

Hmm.. The problems with english huh...


>>>>>>>>> The post which was posted AFTER this post was deleted as it may cause misunderstanding.....

Out

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

How i wish...

Everytime when i fall into deep thoughs (Oops~ Evelyn.. i think i kana infected by you... =X) i will start thinking of all sorts of stupid impossible to answer questions. just to list some of the questions.

1) Why am i in his world and why am I me?

2) Why is sky call the sky and is there any limits to the sky?

3) If space is infinite, is there another galaxy somewhere trillions and trillons of light years away?

4) Why is red red, blue blue, black black.... ?

5) Why is human human, dogs dogs, cats cats.... ?

6) Why is there hatred?

7) Why are there humans, why are there living things?

8) Everything that tends to stick on you are considered sticky, is water sticky since water do sticks on you, if it is, why is it called wet instead of sticky?

9) Why on earth must there have a precious yet not precious item, money?

10) Why doesn't it snow in Singapore?

11) Why are there no disasters in Singapore?

12) Why is Singapore located in its current location and not other places?

13) Is it possible to name a person ''rgfyhrhgfdsfgjhgferfhg''?

14) Why are there only 2 genders in this world?

15) What ''breeds'' of humans are there in this world?

Well.. I bet there this no answers to this dumb questions... Lets just forget it.. Out~

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Story on the Bus... And School...

Haiz.... I been late for everything recently... Late for school, late for work, late for meetings... Haiz.. So far this month oready spend more than 30 40 dollars on transport all due to the taxi fares. Uggh~~ Today being the particular. My lesson starts at 10 and i woke up at... u guess what? 10.45!! I immediately SJP~~ Uggh.. So i plan not to take taxi today liao. Cos even if i reach there before the lesson ends, i will be considered as absent becos got the new school policy. So i skipped my AEL lesson. And i plan to meet my friends only during lunch.

I walk to the bus stop at 11... and wait for the damn freaking bus. The waiting time for 61 is one word: HORRIBLE... I use to wait as long as a hour for the bus, thank goodness that time i was going back home instead to going to school~ So after waiting for long time, abt 30 min plus the bus came. The bus was not very crowded.

Its approaching lunch time, thus i was expecting the bus to be quite crowded. but its not... The moment i step into the bus, the usual "routine": if the bus is not crowded, walk to the sits somewhere above the rear wheels, towards the left hand side of the bus. preferably those right behind the rear exit. I listen to my Hp de mp3.

The journey started in Kampong Bahru, traffic very smooth. Just that there are Malaysian lorries by the side, slowing down the speed to the bus. The bus turn left, den right towards Telok Blangah. When it reach Harbourfront, there ae many people. The bus became so crowded that passengers cannot get up liao all of the sudden. bus weird weird la, most passengers got down after 2 3 stops, leaving enough room liao.

Den it turn into alexandra rd. When it reach the SAJC stop, i think they just finished their exam ba... ALOT of students came up.. i hear them discussing some maths paper thingy. A girl went to the seat beside me. Next thing i noe, supermarket, or even wetmarket! it was SO noisy!!! I could hear them depite me wearing MP3 and listening to it at the MAXIMUM volume!!! LOL!!
The bus got very crowded since.

I very buay tahan liao. i stop listening to my Mp3 den. Den the moment i exit the mp3 my hp message tone rang. RiNnNNnNGGG!! RinNNNnNnGGgg! i read the msg. Its by iqah telling me she in canteen 1. den i chat with her awhile lorr... At the third msg i receive, *RING! RING!* i hear a 'hello' behind. So qiao the SJAB student oso got a call.. The bus is at lalan bt merah when it happened. Den it turn into commonwealth Ave. nuttin much happened... after that it turn left, turn right to holland. many people as well. the bus got very squeezy as well. den it turn to ulu pandan road lorr.... den alot of SJAB and other ppl got down liao. Once again the bus is back to peace. I on my mp3 to listen again... And the journey continues. Den it turn right to clementi. Left about 6 7 stops... den reach SIM. one more stop. Once again, the peace was disturbed. many SIM studnets got up. den the bus move on. i got dwn next stop. walk to atrium meet keith and sophia

I wanna go buy lunch.. unfortunatly, i no enuff cash and the POSB engine server down. So bo bian borrow money from keith lorr... now owe hm 2 dollars. I oso got owe the Sau Paulo Pride 50 cents. Remin me to return them... **toking about Keith, i wanna wish him a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KEITH!!!!** Den after a hour, keith went for his class and sof and i went to library, we saw iqah den we go library together lor... den surf net, play comp listen music. Later at 2 we went to class for maths. Today learn Limits... Whoah it chimerlogy manxx!!! den later go OOP practical lorr... Its easy.. Thanks goodness most programming teacher are nice.

Den now i together with ning in library lorr... later will go have dinner den go home together... So thats the ''story" in school and in bus~ haixx.. Too bored... So just blog lorr... Durx...

TOMORROW GOT EG2 PRACTICAL / TUTORIAL / MOL!!!! OMG~~~ Gotta see that female fuzzy teacher again~ UGHH~~~~~ Wadever~ Out!!!

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Thank you!!

Its been about 3 days since my birthday... Once again, i want to thank everyone who had wished me a happy birthday... Especially to the crazy friends who had bot me a present!! Im so touched!!

So what did i do for my birthday? Well... my family celebrated it a day earlier... My mum bot a champange grape favoured cake for me.. which is very sweet!!! den the next day, i mean the moments after 12am... I received a number of wishes~~ thanks!! den the next day evening we went out for dinner, KFC... den we went out with uncle. To... hmm.. let me recall... uggh!! forgotten.. i oni remember we went out to Indulge for desserts...

My uncle said he have about 130km worth of fuel for me... he drive around singapore. and we decided to go to.... **LOL** JALAN BAHAR!!!! Just in case u dunno where is it... Its u noe the old cemetries?? wadever!! But both sides of the roads are filled with graves kilometres in. With christian cemetry, muslim cemetry, chinese cemetry whatsoever. Due to the fact that its midnight around 1 to 2am that time, there was completely no other vehicles (Except for 1 police car) there. After that we continue to go deeper into it. den we u turn out cos too freeky inside.. Note that there are many trees around. The trees had actually made the windows of the windows misty... It was 3 plus when i reach home.....

Well wadever!!! Quiz removed~~~

Out!

Friday, November 04, 2005

Bored~~~~ After a month

I now in school blogging... So bored... to my right was Fiz and to my left was augustine... to the front hao... diagonal to me is xiang and gene...

Sleepy... Haiz.. Im feeling so bored despite its just a day to my birthday... I nothing to do!!!! Later maths practical... duno how or wad are we going to do... this week commence a month of work in Genki...

Well... maybe i shld tok about today.. just now i wake up at 7.50am plus... i bath got myself ready... at 8 plus i set off... today i took 147 to dover change... due to the rain... That way got shelter mah... i use pass oso... so never mind lorr...

Den in dover mrt i saw peiting... we almost din tok all the way lorr... but den all of a sudden she ask me wad blk my class is.. lol!! her class in blk 20 something de la.. den i reach class.. den do tutorial... den we go thru lor... very wu liao...

Den after AEL i go co op buy 2 pin plug... to charge my hp... cos my hp battery dead... uggh!! We den go IN2... practical... I grp with iqah... we do things step by step.. Oh man.. I HATE IN2!!! Den is break lorr... 12pm to 2pm.

Later maths class... sian... cant wait for 5pm... den can meet my fren...

Happy birthday to me....~~~

Out~~~

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Blank Mood~~~

Fallen into blank mood... now. This mood ar... hard to describe. I dun feel like doing anything. Yet im not bored, tired, happy, angry, sad... neither am i jealous, nor whatever feelings that you can think of...

Because of this, i can fall into any mood all of a sudden very suddenly....

Duno why lah... but hor, whenever i liddat there is oni 3 words to link up: Water, Walk, Quiet

I tend to drink alot of water all of a sudden. oso dunno why lorr... can bu zhi bu jue drink you to a few bottles of water. Den oso duno why will walk alot. and oso duno why, i tend not to talk alot lor.

Blank...

Out..

Happy Halloween!!!

Well... My blog today has almost nothing related to Halloween anyway... Its just that is Halloween... Its over anyway~~

Well... First day of school!!! Is pretty boring actually... Actually i planned to go school at noon de... but i overslept! Uggh~~~ So i woke up, bathed, ate and set off.... to school... listening to my mp3 on the way...

It was about 15 minutes before 1 when i arrive in school... I saw Stef and Clare on the way... **Not really on the way... in canteen 2 where im suppose to meet August and Gene. when i found there, Fiz was there as well... We chatted for a while and set off to class... The lecturer was already there when we step into the class. The lecturer reminds me of my secondary CCA teacher. Both of them talk alot about.... EARNING MONEY!!! Wo diao liao wor~~ Thankfully our lecturer release us early, we wait outside the CO-OP for Esther, and we saw Iqah and Stef... And oso many many ppl lah!!

We all walk to LT 26 together... Den oso sit together... Den we listen to the briefing lorr... Hmph!!! Fancy them show us so many sports and yet oni 7 or 9 is available... Eggh~~~ Well... when we go to our respective sports, i went to get tennis... but when i realize ALL my frens were chossing others, i quickly ''flew'' to the empty seat in the Softball area~~~ where stef and iqah is sitting... den i saw andrea... i saw peixuan... i saw charlie... WAH!!! Cool nehh!!! Alot of my frens were in the same sport!!! Weex!!!

Imgoing to like mondays from now on... WOOHOO!!!! Den after we were let off from SW LT 26, Gene and i meet stef to go to town... Gene and i got down while stef continues her journey in bus 74... Later gene and i boarded 171 (??) den got down in orchard. We went to a building for games and makan... i take LJS... and we went up to play arcade... As some of ya oready noe, i oni play daytona (??) USA oni.. so i din play. On over way down i saw my Secondary school friends... Miaojuan and Shulay... Den we walk to forum...

I got work lorr~~~ sian!!!

I work work work... den i receive a shock!!! 3 of my secondary school teachers step into genki!!! OMG!!! but they does not seem to recognise me.. These 3 cute teachers behaved just like the way young teenagers behave... They keep laughing ang keep taking pictures!!! LOL!!!

It was about 9.30pm when they left. It was about 11.15 when i left... And u noe wad? I SAW THE SAME 3 TEACHERS AT THE BUS STOP!!!!! OMG!!!

Luckily they boarded different bus. They 174 I 132. On my way back i sms to my best friend in secondary school. Huann... and i reach home at 0015...

Do you realize today is so fated to my secondary school days? I saw my friends, saw my teachers, chat with my friends... Woo.. Wadever... Me gotta sleep. TML STILL GOT WORK SIA!!! FROM 12 to 4!!! uggh!! OUT!